I just- [There's a pause, while he tries to sort through his thoughts, before everything just comes pouring out.] - the thought of going back, and not even knowing what we lost by going back... It freaks me out, man. I feel like... Like we're finally allowed to really be happy together, all of us, and that's just- looming over us, the possibility that it could all be over at any moment if this dimension decides to pull us back, and we'd have no say in it- and we'd never be able to remember we lost something. That's some nightmare shit.
And I dunno if there's anything we can do about it except hope it doesn't happen, and we just live here indefinitely. But that means-
We'd probably never get to see our dimension's Egon again. And I don't know how to handle that, Ray. I don't...
[Venkman turns his head to bury his face completely in Ray's neck, now, and tries to fight back the sudden sting of tears in his eyes. He's not gonna cry about this. He's had months to come to terms with this dimension's quirks in that regard, he's not gonna fall apart over it now.
Goddamnit, he came over here to help Ray, not for them to both freak themselves out.]
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And I dunno if there's anything we can do about it except hope it doesn't happen, and we just live here indefinitely. But that means-
We'd probably never get to see our dimension's Egon again. And I don't know how to handle that, Ray. I don't...
[Venkman turns his head to bury his face completely in Ray's neck, now, and tries to fight back the sudden sting of tears in his eyes. He's not gonna cry about this. He's had months to come to terms with this dimension's quirks in that regard, he's not gonna fall apart over it now.
Goddamnit, he came over here to help Ray, not for them to both freak themselves out.]